Shelf Aware

I started writing today and was about to do an analogy between myself and an egg. Our spirit being the yellow yolk and our body being the white meat surrounding it. When I realized...
EVERY POST THIS WEEK HAS BEEN THAT!

Say what?!

Yep!

• Munchkins 
• Choose Your Own Adventure Books
• You are Here Maps

Hmm...

What's the dealy-yo?!

It got me thinking about where my head is at to get me to keep writing about how people are like things? After much thought, I realized that I am looking to identify with the physical world around me. Stuff is shifting in my life & my home of 10 years is changing :( I'm sad. I'm happy. I'm scared. I'm excited. I'm confused. I'm certain. I'm a lot of conflicting feelings in my body! The physical space that surrounded my body is changing & that is scarier than anything! Bc my place was always my peaceful retreat from the world. My safety :) My HOME :) My tree house in the sky :)

As my walls change and the things around me shift, I am trying to relate to each item in a way that I will feel connected again. I am humanizing objects to identify with them. 

I am attempting to make myself feel safe. But... It's withIN me to KNOW I am safe.

So here's me NOT writing about how the shell of the egg is like your physical world & my home is cracking and changing...
But rather I am writing that I am SCARED!!!!  My scenery is changing and I hope I can keep up! Lol. I know I can & I will....:) but it's different and new. I don't KNOW what to expect but I KNOW it will be great! It IS great :) just riding the scared right now until I feel settled again...It's just that I haven't moved in Soo long! I remember when I first moved into my place 10 years ago :) Who I was Then and who I am now! Yikers..What a difference! I'm proud of who I have become & am entertained by all of the lives I lived in my apartment ;) 

In pursuit of happiness & to be healthy I must grow and move. Bc that space fit 10 years ago but today it isn't big enough for me and my future :) that is Beautiful and SCARY!!! But it is my reality today.  So no egg analogy write ups for today...Just RAW eggs ;) I am Scared to move my home :) 

Today, listen to yourself speaking, what has been getting your attention lately, look around...any themes? Now, see what's underneath that theme? What questions are you trying to answer? What concerns or excitements are you expressing? Define it! Then EMBRACE what you are experiencing :) 

We are weird little eggs aren't we ;) 

Xo