Stank Face ;)

In my pursuit to be kind I am unkind to those who are Not kind.

It's like the tolerant having zero toleration for the intolerant.

Or
...
I can't think of anymore but You get my drift! :)

I am working on this...

Bc it ANNOYS me a lot!

For instance...I was walking past a UPS delivery guy who was struggling to open a store door & at the same time hold the packages he was carrying. So I stopped to hold the door open for him & this woman pushes past him to rush inside. Me & the UPS guy look at each other. Then I gave her My Best Stank Face ;)

& yelled at the back of her stupid head: "I held the door open for him, NOT You!!!!"

Now why did I Have to say that?!?

Couldn't I have just Held the door open for this self entitled annoying rude girl?

Instead, I chose to give her My Stank Face ;)

That wasn't very "spiritually tolerant" of me....

It's like everything is supposed to be perfect when I am being kind you can be gross before or after but during everything has to run perfectly! I feel especially vulnerable bc Im putting myself out there in hopes that LOVE is transferred & when someone hijacks that moment by being a douche I get frustrated!!!

I'm not very proud of My Stank Face ;)

But secretly...
I am very proud of My Stank Face ;)!!!!

It's gratifying.

My Stank Face ;) makes it very clear to the recipient that I think their behavior is STANK.

I still feel justified... Like F* that girl! She was RUUUDE.

But in the end while I was trying to be nice I turned out behaving like a BEAST bc I wanted to scold a brat.

It wasn't very "spiritually kind" of me....

So a goal of mine is to be kind to those that are unkind especially when I am trying to be kind.

I'm a work in progress :) just don't get in the way of the progress of my kind work or else... You will get My Stank Face ;) in yo FACE! Lol!

Xo