Life Change, Now?!?!

What to do...?

What to do...?

This lil Scottie dog is on my mind! 

I visited her 3 days last week. Then again yesterday. 

She is super cute! 

And smart. 

I taught her up and down the bench in one hour...
Which is crazy Bc on my first visit she would whimper to ask me to get her down. 

She is getting older day by day. 

I feel like I have to rescue her from the Pet Store which is crazy Bc I don't want to support them. But this one is great Bc they have adoption too! So it isn't too bad. 

I realized a crazy fun fact: 

In the past 13 years I have NEVER seen a Scottie dog in a NYC rescue or a pet store I visited. Ever. I'll always ask. Bc I love Scottie's :) 

I know this date Bc...

I was obsessed with Scottie's before I got Harry. 

I cut a Scottie out of a magazine and would hold him in my pocket while I bartended all night. I was convinced that it would bring me good luck. I was working doubles trying to make $$$ towards getting Harry. 

Princess Harriet :) 

My lil Scottie girl! 

Say what?!?! 

Yep.

Harry was Supposed to be a girl. 

I talked all the time about wanting a lil girl Scottie. Naming her Harriet and Harry for short. 

On my 26th Birthday, I was bartending when my ex came in with this lil black bundle. "HARRY" I shrieked!!!!!

I looked and he had a pee pee. 

Huh?!?

I asked my ex what was the dealy-o?! & he said: "Oh but you said: "Harry!" and that's a boy's name." 

Clearly. 

He never listened to me. 

Ever. 

Hence the ex ;) 

So...

I have had the love of my life Harry for 11 years & 8 months. 

Do I add this lil one to my family?!?

I am so torn. 

Torn by...

Harry...

he does not respond to her. 

At all! 

Cats he LOVES. Like stalker obsessed loves cats. 

And...Harry is sick...

I don't want to disturb him! He is doing so awesome these days :)))) it's like I have my baby back! I feel so lucky! And what if getting this puppy makes him sad, or uncomfortable?!!!

Ugh. 

Although...

The signs are saying to get her. 

It's very odd. 

I was not in the market for a puppy. 

But it seems like it's supposed to be. 

Yikes! 

Check out this email I received earlier: 

Then 5 hours later I got this one: 

Cray...

Universe is uh speakn! 

Today, life is uh changn. My witchy friend says that according to the planets alignment everyone is going to go through major Life Changes. Right now you have a choice: go with it OR be taken along for a bumpy ride! The train is leaving the station with or without you!! Are you going through a major Life Change? Are you the conductor or the passenger with nails dug in to your armrest?!?! Do you think you are going through a Life Change? Or is it a bunch of hooey?!? If you could choose a Life Change, what would it be? 

Hang on...

Bc the train is leaving the station! 

& I'm still not sure if I'll have a puppy in toe ;) 

Xoxo