What address do I send my sympathy cards to?
How come I can't see him anymore?
What forwarding address do I have?
Oh Harry. My fur baby.
...
The first injection he was sleepy. The second one he was gone.
His body lay there but his life was gone.
Harry Hoffman was over.
He wasn't there anymore.
He wasn't.
Just gone.
Humans have such strength.
We KNOW our imminent mortality and yet we wake up every day.
Are we stupid?!?
Naive, even?
Just trying to distract ourselves from the inevitable.
Reminds me of watching Gazelles getting eaten by Crocodiles.
The Gazelle knows there are Crocodiles in the water and they drink anyways.
Is there some thing watching us like we watch the Animal Planet?
Watching us go through the cycle of life. Harmlessly, obliviously, coasting through life while death awaits. Grabbing us from the herd & pulling us down.
But...
To where.
To where do we go?
I don't believe there is a belief system that hasn't answered this one unknown certainty.
The certainty of death.
I am flabbergasted.
My baby is gone.
He has been gone since the life energy left his body.
Yet, I am okay.
I feel his energy within me.
Is that where Harry went when he died?
I don't know.
Today, Where do you think we go when we die? Do you think that we are being watched much like we watch the Gazelles? Who is doing the watching? Aliens? The big G.O.D? Is she watching?!?!
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