Muddy Muck Muck Me

I'm in the mud. 

In the sludgy, can't see nothing muck.

That's me.

That's where I'm at. 

I'm the Lotus Flower before it flowers. 

I have the same DNA as the beautiful flower but am yet to be blooming into one. 

Looked into the meaning...

http://buddhists.org/buddhist-symbols/the-meaning-of-the-lotus-flower-in-buddhism/#respond

"The lotus flower represents one symbol of fortune in Buddhism. It grows in muddy water, and it is this environment that gives forth the flower's first and most literal meaning: rising and blooming above the murk to achieve enlightenment."

That's about right. 

That's how I'm feeling. 

The sh*t brown before the light. 

Today, where you @?!?! Think of something that is a good symbol to define the stage you are in. 

A lotus flower just came to me outta no where. But...

Not the flower.

The dingy water.

I am floating within. 

Where you @?!?!

Say it out loud. 

Hmm...

Now...

What's next for you? ;)

Xoxo