"Eat, Pray,...", Guru?!

I am a parody of myself. 

The other day, I didn't realize the train was going Express bc I was engrossed in the book "Eat, Pray, Love" and I missed my stop. 

Aye ya yay!

It's ficial...

I'm a boring sexless woman who is traveling around to find herself. 

Bahahhahaha!!!

I'll never be boring ;).

K...

This book is just the book to read while I'm in this stage. 

What stage? You might ask. 

The stage where I have NO F*ckn clue what I am doing with my life! 

So...

The "Eat" section of the book is about her time in Italy. Loved this part bc I'm Italian and I could relate to finding yourself through food. If you met my mother you would understand.

I'm in the middle of the Pray part and it is killllling me.

She is in India at her Guru's Ashram. 

To find God.

There's a big chunk of this section that talks about how in order to find enlightenment you need to find a Guru. 

This stirs some stuff up for me. Being brought up Catholic we were taught we would have to confess our sins to a Priest. 

There always was a gatekeeper to God. 

That's my personal experience with Catholicism and so I dismissed this part of the teachings. 

Bc...

I know in my gutt that I don't need NO BODY else for me to speak to, find, enlighten through to reach God. 

God is in the sky. 

God is in the kindness of a stranger. 

God is in each of us. 

I might never have met her but I am damn sure I don't need to be on someone else's V.I.P. list to get in to experience her. 

God is in me.

Now more than ever. 

Some advice for the author from one Liz to another, you don't have to travel to India or find a Guru, you got it already and he/she/it/universe has GOT you! 

This I know know. 

Today, Who is your gatekeeper to God? 

Do you think you are worthy to be in direct contact? Or do you think you need a liaison. 

Interesting how only months ago July 29th 2016, on GSTQ there was a post to ask IF there even was a God?! 

Now only 126 days later I am confident HP exists and that I don't need anyone else to get to it.

Freakn gorgeous! 

Beautiful growth! 

I might have no F*ckn clue what I am doing with my life but at least now I'm not traveling alone! 

Can I get an Amen anyone?!?

Xoxo