Take Me Or Leave Me the F*ck Alone: Day 5 of the Adventure

Overheard the saddest conversation of utter desperation. This starlet ambushed a guy at a Sushi shop with her script. 

I was soooo embarrassed. 

For her. 

For me. 

For taking part in an industry that starlets have to chase people where they are eating to get noticed. 

The guy loved it! He was yelling out all of the contacts he had and just overtly being so over the top. 

Is this L.A.?

Bc...

I don't think my stomach can take it. 

HURL. 

Man...

The desperation was oozing out of the almost 50year old starlet. Sadly, the industry guy oozed even more desperation by screaming his credentials. 

Made my skin crawl. 

Oh God please make me have a dream outside of this world Bc this is sooooo gross!!!

Gurooos.

Got me thinkn. 

Why do I get the heebie jeebies?!?! 

Bc...

I believe in working hard. 

Meritocracy. 

Where my work speaks for itself. 

This isn't the industry where that can always happen. Sadly. 

I can't control the industry. 

I can control my attitude toward the industry. 

I truly feel like Take Me or Leave Me. 

About my comedy. My acting. My writing. Myself. 

Take Me or Leave Me the F*ck Alone. 

Today, everyone can go F themselves!!! All the angley anglers who are trying to get ahead by being swarmy. You make us all look bad. 

Let's all take a conscience step back. 

Breathe. 

What brought you to this Art in the first place? 

-For me it was to express my inner workings. Bring life to words that weren't yet alive. 

Are you currently keeping true to why you were brought to this Art in the first place? 

-Yes. I am. Right. Where. I. Should. Be. 

Here...:) with my fellow Kings & Queens. Using a bunch of letters to form together a pattern to articulate clearly what's in my heart. 

Do you enjoy schmoozing? Embarrassing yourself in front of friends or strangers in the pursuit of opportunities?!!

-Ugh. Then this is for you. Everyone thinks you are silly. Silly Bc it's not real. You aren't being genuine. You are coming off as a big stinky user. 

Do you fear putting yourself out there Bc you don't want to be one of THOSE douchey needy kinda people? 

-Um yeah. Well, U STUPID. Bc guess what Mo fo! You ain't getting anywhere if ya don't ask. So...start asking!!! For help. For prayers. For good energy. For anything, to embrace your vulnerability and honor your want to go full force for your Dream! 

We are blessed to have been given a Dream. 

Act like it. 

;) 

Xoxo

Ps: this Lemon tree had grapefruit sized Lemons!!!!