There. I. Said. It.
Yikes!
It’s like I am afraid an anvil is going to fall out of the sky and onto my head as soon as I utter happy words.
Aye ya yay!!!
Crazy pants!!! Bc...Ya’ll know where I came from and the deep sadness in my heart I endured for years. Worked my ass off to get to the place where I am able to love someone only because I first loved myself.
Interesting process. All of the fairy tales and stories are based on finding a missing piece. Truly thought that and came from that place when looking, searching, desperately seeking...love.
Only after saying “F*ck IT!” Did IT happen.
I took this picture days before I met my love. I was sitting in my car, in New York City, Crying. I texted it to my friends to be like, “Hey, how are you ladies?!? Oh I’m fine, just sitting alone crying in my parked car.”
I had zero clue what to DO. All I did, was did. Therefore, I was DONE.
Done with the chasing, games, drama. I gave up on dating that rainy night.
Today, Have you given up yet?!?!
“Give up to give in to win!!!”
Corny ass cheer. But...
I gave up, on the pursuit and needy behavior. Gave in, to whatever was about to come. I literally was like f*ck it I’m gonna just say yes to it all.
I won.
I am in love. And it feels amazing. I am very grateful and very blessed. To be loved by a good man.
There I said it.
Insert Anvil.
Dead.
Xo
Ps: hilarious that my picture is so sad and the title is so happy. Shocker...I am dark. Even when shining in a light.
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