Party in Heaven

My friend died earlier. 

Writing in my journal just now and said I hope my friend who died 4 years ago says “What’s up” to my new friend in Heaven. 

I think they would be great friends. They both loved a good story and party.  

We hurt so much when the people we love cross over. Our pain is too much to handle. Even after knowing that their pain has ended. 

Rough being human. 

Left behind to understand a concept we run away from daily. 

A Party in Heaven was the only image that relieves confusion. 

Clearly can imagine Jay, San, Just & C hanging together on bar stools :).

Today, Do you believe in Heaven? Like pillowy clouds with chubby babes with harps?!? What does your Heaven look like? Is it a place or a feeling? 

I think Heaven is a big hug around us of pure happiness. No more suffering. Going back to source and being complete. & Not sure where it is just yet...

Xo

Ps: Party in Heaven image source

https://m.imgur.com/gallery/wL87eCo