Dark Night of the Soul🏴‍☠️

February 18th 2022 I started writing this post. I had it in a draft bc I was sooo in the lick of it. 

I couldn’t figure out how to dig myself out. 

All I had saved was this one line below and the screenshot of the definition for 

Dark night of the soul….

“It’s been a long time.”

Yikes! “It’s been a long time.” 

-Doesn’t that say it all. 

I’ve heard of the DNS. This was my first time experiencing it.

I felt like I was in a spiritual battle. Against? IDK?!? 

It was a battle. And I was losing. 

Strange. 

Bc…

Now, I don’t feel like I am in the DNS. 

I feel like I’m in the Gray Night of the Soul. 

It’s no longer pitch black darkness. It’s more like I can see the black turning gray. Kinda like a gradient. 

I am pulling myself out of this ditch slowly, inch by inch. 

Super interesting. 

Today, Have you ever been in a Dark Night of the Soul?!? If not, do you understand in theory?! Makes sense if you don’t bc I didn’t till I was IN IT.

It feels like you are being moved and can’t do anything about it. Battles keep coming at you and you have to just sit there and take it.

Almost, like sleep paralysis! Have you ever had that? If you have, then you understand what it feels like physically. Now, imagine you could move your body but that sleep paralysis hangover was ever present. Almost in a daze as violent attacks are aimed at you. 

If you haven’t had sleep paralysis or been in the DNS then just wait…

It will happen to you soon enough 😉 & we are here for you when it does!

Xo