To-do list to doing me!!!!

Check out this picture of my To-do list from the past weekend. 

So...

I got EVERYTHING done.

BUT...

-Celebrate my fiancé FIVE years of being sober anniversay. 

-"Write, Perform, Repeat!"

What I did cross off my list and CHOSE to do: 

I contacted the flower co, DJ email, Cody about jewelry, photography contract, bank email, Nicole address labels, edit the last 15 GSTQ posts, update registry, excel spread sheet for invites, clean fish tank, pots, meditate in shower, call Dad...

All of these tasks are important. 

But not as important as Celebrating my lovers sobriety!!!

Or...

DOing the things I LOVE: 

Write, Perform, Repeat!

How is it that possible?!?!

?!?!?

It's been happening for years. 

I keep doing the stuff that "needs" to be done rather than the stuff I WANT done. 

Is it a self worth thing? 

Like I don't think I deserve to do what I love unless I do work first to earn it? 

?!?!?! 

I dunno. 

I do know I am Getting Hela Sick of it!!!

Today, What gets done first in your life? The FUN stuff or the To-dos?!? 

It needs to be a balance. 

I'm workn on it! 

Chances are at any one time you too are hugging one side of the To-do spectrum. 

I am going to attempt getting the FUN stuff on my list done first. 

Yikes...

I'm scared ;)

For serious.

The task master in my head says if you have the FUN first nothing will ever get done!!!

But gotta follow my new To-do To-do list! 

Fun first. 

Try it with me! 

;)))) 

Nnnnneeeeerrrrrrvvvvvoooousss. 

Xoxo