Creative venture SPLAT!

I said I was going to do it. & I did it. 

& I did EVERY MO F'N thing right. & still...

It didn't work out. 

#heartbroken

But...

This isn't some relationship drama. 

This is Creative unrest. 

I put myself out there. Like out there, out there. Kept reaching out to strangers to collaborate. Finally, I got a bite. And a BIG good bite. 

But...

Bc of technical BS it just won't work. That's the reality of it.

I wrote the script. 

And it's HILARIOUS!!!

Like, I'd almost be okay with someone else doing the idea just so that it gets done Bc it's so damn funny! 

I have to throw the towel in. 

Bc I just am not set up technologically to make it work. 

#heartbroken. 

 A weeks worth of non-stop hustle to have ZERO. 

I am feeling really perplexed right now. Why am I doing this anyway? Who cares? 

Total existential moment. 

Hoping from this crap, greatness comes. 

Back to the drawing board...

Today, SPLAT lately?!?! Felt like you are face down on the pavement and need to be scraped up off and put back together?!?! K...that's me now. 

Sure thing! You have felt that one time in the past year. Like a Face Plant isn't large enough. It would have to be a Face Pavement Plant. So epic that you crashed on your Face! 

It gets better. 

Right?!?

It has too. 

Bc...

I know I'm not stoppn. 

Grit teeth.

Xoxo

Ps: Picture credit is a J.K. Rowling's quote, and if this Harry Potter writer/badass felt this way then perhaps we can too!