Bc...I'm still in Love with You

I want you to be happy even if it's not with me. 

That's how much I love you. 

Love is not possessive or ownership. 

If it's honest it's fluid. 

Seems I have such a strong feeling of love that my wish is that you find love again. 

I am not the one to give it to you, clearly. 

I ask for too much. 

More than you are willing to give me. 

& I have been so clear in what I need. 

So...

I wish you to find love in someone else. 

Hmm...

I finally finished Eat Pray Love. 

Man...

It was so good. 

Decided since it was a snow day that I'd watch the movie right after. 

Man...

It was so good. 

I cried when she danced with her ex on the Ashram roof in India. Just so profound. It's like her last dance with him done right. She got the Closure she wanted on her own. 

I looked up their wedding song and started to cry...

Neil Young, Harvest Moon

"Come a little bit closer

Hear what I have to say

Just like children sleepin'

We could dream this night away.

But there's a full moon risin'

Let's go dancin' in the light

We know where the music's playin'

Let's go out and feel the night.

Because I'm still in love with you

I want to see you dance again

Because I'm still in love with you

On this harvest moon.

When we were strangers

I watched you from afar

When we were lovers

I loved you with all my heart.

But now it's gettin' late

And the moon is climbin' high

I want to celebrate

See it shinin' in your eye.

Because I'm still in love with you

I want to see you dance again

Because I'm still in love with you

On this harvest moon."

Because I'm still in love with you I want to see you dance again. 

I hope your next dance partner knows how loved you are. 

Today, love is hard but it's good all the way through if you choose it...where are you at in your love cycle? 

The beginning, it's easy to melt into someone. 

The ending, it's hard to let go. 

The middle, it's all the good stuff of really knowing a human. 

The cycle is always moving. 

Where are you at now? 

I'm alone. 

Just observing love. 

and eating a lot of my feelings ;) 

Xoxo

Ps: Like I always do, I searched on the Google with the title of the post to look for cool pictures that could tie this all together. Oddly this pic was under the search and it's a screen shot of 

Chris Isaak Wiked Games video. 

https://youtu.be/vvvX5QM4z3Y

I don't know why exactly but it does belong in this post.