Move Day 5/13

Truly believe that the weather matches my inner universe. 

I am so incredibly sad. And gray. Outside it's raining. Perfect reflection of how I feel. 

February 2012, I moved into this apartment so hopeful and excited!!!!

Just soooo excited. 

For what was next in my life. 

I gave up my rent stabilized apartment for my new life. Which was huge for me. Or pretty much any NYer. 

Bc...

I believed in the future I was told would happen. And I had a hand in it!!! 

I was determined to take the next steps towards a happy peaceful existence. 

It all imploded. 

Somehow. 

Not entirely clear what exactly happened but it's over. 

Here I sit in the scene of the crime. 

Immobile on Moving Day! 

Today, Break up with your Home lately?!? Or ever for that matter! Some people live and die in the same house they were born in. 

Not me. 

I have lived in multiple Homes and nested before but never like this. 

Leaving is tough. 

But...

Staying isn't an option. 

The pain is too deep. 

& I have no planned out plan. Looking forward to being a Gypsy for a little while. 

Never let myself do that before...

Let's see where it takes us! ;)

Xoxo