DATE?!?Obsessed?!

If you talked to me in person just once in the past year, you will know I am OBSESSED with dates. 

It was a way to make sense of all that happened. And to hang onto a timeline. 

Ya see...

I was trucking along in a "normal" marriage that had problems but had no clue what was about to come. 

This time last year I was "normal." The sh*t storm hadn't hit yet. 

June 21st, 2016 normal.

June 22nd, storm began. 

Here I am now, sitting at a pizzeria writing to my fellow Kings & Queens. 

Why?

Bc...

I looked up and saw this calendar. 

It's June 20th. 

...

I am doing F*cking GREAT. 

Seriously. 

I am hopeful. 

For love :)

For what's next in my career. 

For my new kick a** life. 

This entire past year I was nervous for this time to come. 

I kept thinking, "Jesus, I got to pad myself. I got to go away. Be gone for June 21st onward to protect myself."

Guess what! 

I'm protected. 

No matter where I go in the world. Or stay.

I am doing F*cking so great :))))

Kinda amazed. 

At myself.

My growth. 

Today, Date obsessed?!?!

I have a friend who went through a similar attack as me and she said she does the opposite, she purposefully forgets dates. It's too painful she said. 

How are you with dates?!?

& Chances are if you have to ask yourself, you probably don't get date obsessed! ;)

Xoxo

Ps: this pizza guy kept getting in the pic! Lol. It's the calendar to his right.