Nah & Hell to the YEAH!

Kept coming up with the serious resistance. 

Like BAD.

Resistance. 

About writing out all the BS and abuse and attacks I went through this time last year. 

Ya see...

As you know, I made a promise to myself that I wanted to spend this time opening up here with my fellow Kings & Queens.

Even wrote a draft of a post "Tell to Heal." 

Still believe that is true. Sometimes telling the truths of the experience will set us free. 

But...

This ain't the case.

The best and most productive choice for me to keep being a gangsta force moving forward is to leave the PAIN of 2016. 

In 2016. 

Bc...

Those chumps don't matter.

Laughably.

They visit me in my dreams. Telling me how what they did was okay. All my fault. So nothing has changed in their lives. 

Whereas, my life is EXPANDING:)))

I am so god damn hopeful. 

& excited. 

About life.

About my future.

About love. 

Why waste a second on noise? 

Today, Do you focus on what went wrong or what's going right?!?

Be honest. 

Think hard about this. 

Turns out lotsa times we expect the good in some areas of our lives. Like $ but, not love. Or love but, not $. 

What we focus on persists.

So...

If I want a Summer of 2016 again then I should dedicate GSTQ to it in Summer 2017. 

I don't!!!! So we are not doin that. 

Thank Goddess.

Grateful, to listen to my gutt. And my raw resistance. 

Damn it was badddd. 

enJOY me on this Summer ride of JOY! 

Leavn the BS pain behind! 

 :))))

& Hell to the F Yeah ;) 

Xoxo