Queen M.I.A.?!

I felt disconnected. Terribly out of sorts the past 3 weeks. I realized it was bc I wasn't writing God Save This Queen as i had promised.

I can't defend Why I wasn't writing every "work day", other than to say a lot of CRAP was going on.

Here it is:

September 14th: I had wrist surgery. Ga! I could still use my phone to type with one hand but...I was in the hospital for 10 hours that day. F*n scary.

September 28th: the day after news about my bro.

October 1st: I didn't know how to be honest with my feelings & write topical stuff so I had to write from the heart. I skipped Oct 1st bc of morbid thoughts but please read October 2nd's post to catch you up!

October 5th: exhausted. I worked all day. Went to hand therapy. & then spent my night THROWING OUT THE PAST. Post to come...

October 9th: I was hurt & disappointed. Post to come...

October 12th: Bc of what happened on October 9th, and I wasn't honest & writing my feelings I felt like I couldn't Express myself. Not a good place to be...

Which brings me to:

TODAY, is Monday October 15th. I am in the moment Today. I would like for you to JOIN me, in Today :)

I apologize to my Kings & Queens for not writing. Most importantly I apologize to my self. I was scared to write out what I was truly feeling bc it's just so damn real and exposing.

But...

What's the alternative?

To feel clammed up. To feel clogged. Upset and unable to articulate why I'm feeling what I'm feeling.

That's no good!

:)

So...

I have a number of posts that I owe you guys. Besides, my regular posts I'll write out what was happening to make me skip posts at a time.

Promise ;)

To myself.

& to YOU :)

Xoalways